Game on!

Initial notes on my first chemotherapy/immunotherapy infusion session. Monday, June 29, 2026.

A friend picked me up at home and braved rush hour traffic to drop me outside the Kuakini Medical Plaza, a medical office building along North Kuakini Street, adjacent to Kuakini Hospital.

I arrived at the Queen’s Cancer Center on the 4th floor a few minutes early, checked-in at room 402, and after a couple of minutes was shown the way down the hall to the infusion area in room 412. Here I was greeted just outside a room where six large reclining chairs are lined up. Curtains can be pulled into place between the chairs to provide at least a bit of privacy. I was directed to the left, down to the end of the room, last chair, end of the line.

I stopped at the last chair I saw, but was then told to step around the far side of the curtain. Once I did that, I finally saw my destination.

“I put you on the end because you’re the tallest,” Nurse Patricia said. “And you’ll be here the longest,” she said, referring to today’s five-hour+ infusion session.

I took my seat. A median size television screen is mounted on the wall a little to the left, sound turned down low, just enough to hear diners and critics extolling the virtues of meals served in diners across the country, giving way now and then to programs determined to make cooking a contact sport.

Straight ahead, about six feet away, an institutional beige door to a common restroom. There’s lots of traffic, but I won’t have far to go when I have to go!

I asked the nurse if she was a “Patty” with a “y” or “Patti” with an “i”.

“Pattie with an ‘ie’ just to shake things up,” she replied. “My mother used to say that it doesn’t matter how you spell Pattie because it’s not on my birth certificate.”

Then Pattie began assembling supplies needed to hook me up, and asked which side of my chest now hosts the IV port.

Right side, I said, as I unbuttoned my shirt. The port was just installed in my chest on Thursday. It looks like the incision may leave a scar, but its barely visible on my chest just below the collarbone.

“They timed it pretty well,” I said, with the port going in on Thursday and my first infusion session the following Monday. The area around the newly installed port was quite sore for a couple of days, but by Sunday I could touch it without experiencing any pain or discomfort.d

“They used to wait two weeks after the port was put in before moving to treatment,” she said. “Probably good for you, but not for us. We’re ready to go!”

Now, she said, they could use the port immediately after it was put in place. As she spoke, she was taking a length of thin plastic tubing and a special needle attachment out of a sterile bag and getting them ready to attach to my port.

“This is the part you’re probably worried about,” she said.

Exactly. I explained that people advised me to use Lidocaine or something else to avoid a sting as the port is accessed through the skin of my chest. But Pattie’s answer surprised me. “Lidocaine stings more than this,” she said, pulling my shirt back. “Just take a deep breath,” she said. As I did, she authoritatively pressed the needle into place.

I exhaled. No pain. No sting. And it was in.

With that, she entered commands into two digital controllers directing the drips from six clear plastic IV bags hanging on the top of a mobile rack, and we’re off!

Less than 15 minutes later and she was back. “You just finished the fast acting anti-nausea drug, and now you’ll get long-lasting one, probably last a couple of days. Then we start the good stuff.”

I learned that the three drugs I’ll be getting are given one after the other, not as a mixed cocktail. All the drugs are accompanied by a constant drip of saline solutions. And more fluid will be dripped through my system to flush excess chemicals after they big three drugs have been administered.

It’s now 9:20 a.m. Today’s session is just 10% complete, and the real treatment will hit my veins soon.

First, Durvalumab. It’s the immunotherapy drug, starting about 9:35. The end of the first hour is still ten minutes away.

“Immunotherapy is always the first, in all the regimens,” Pattie explains.

One of the drip controllers beeps and Pattie returns quickly. One bag of fluid is empty, and she tosses the empty bag, and attaches another.

“This one is potassium,” she explains, otherwise the drugs deplete the body’s supply of this important element. “It also takes about an hour,” she said.

The supporting fluid, including the potassium, accompany the main drugs, dripping alongside them.

The next time I look, it’s 9:55 a.m.

One hour down, four to go.

And, for the first time, I feel the cold. I may have to break out my travel blanket alongside the one I received here. And perhaps I should bring a warm hoody next week.

Makua Valley, February 1976: Stop the Bombing

Here’s one of my favorite photos taken February 28, 1976. Fifty years ago. This for the younger generations who think the opposition to the military control of Makua is a recent phenomenon.

Following a day-long rally across the highway on Saturday, Feb. 28, a group entered property, proceeded past a large Army warning sign, and planted a protest flag. Some of the kids in that photo are grandparents today and might recall their participation.

Christmas Eve 1970

Here’s a bit of forgotten Honolulu political history from an unusual source–a series of photographs take by an Army photographer in 1970. These few small snapshots were given to me decades later by friend who turned out to have been a member of the Hawaii Armed Services Police at the time.

The story: In November 1970, a 26-year old soldier on R&R in Honolulu went went AWOL and publicly announced he would not return to active duty in Vietnam because of his religious convictions.

Gerald LePage, originally from Connecticut, contacted a local peace group, catholic Action of Hawaii, immediately after arriving in the islands. He then went “underground” with the assistance of catholic Action members, but announced his intention to turn himself in to authorities within 30 days to avoid his absence being considered desertion, which would be punished by much harsher penalties.

This was not Hawaii’s first experience with sanctuary and dissent by active duty military personnel. Dozens of soldiers had taken sanctuary at the Church of the Crossroads in August 1969 to protest the war, and held out until the church was raided by about 40 military police on September 12.

After a month “underground,” LePage publicly announced he would attend a Christmas Eve service at the Wesley Foundation on University Avenue near the University of Hawaii campus, and then turn himself in to HASP at the U.S. Army Military Reservation at Fort DeRussy, located at the edge of Waikiki.

Following the church service, LePage was being driven to DeRussy followed by a caravan of supporters when military police stopped the group along McCully Street within sight of their destination.

Although the photographs I received were not in very good condition, they provide a candid look at this moment in Hawaii’s movement in support of peace and nonviolence. I’m the bearded guy in this photo, with prominent activist and author Emmett Cahill standing just behind me.

A number of other prominent activists during that period can be seen in this and other photos in the series.

Sanctuary soldier turning himself in

Remembering one of Meda’s co-authors

Las Vegas, February 1987.

Given the date, I believe we were in Las Vegas for the annual meetings of the Western Society of Criminology. Vegas was a favorite spot of conference organizers at that time because hotel rooms and meals were inexpensive, as the prime rib meal advertised on the billboard for $3.99 shows.

That was about the time Meda started collaborating with Professor Randy Shelden at the University of Nevada Las Vegas. A few years later, they co-authored a book that has become known as a “foundational text” in the scholarly literature around juvenile justice (Girls, delinquency, and juvenile justice). It won the American Society of Criminology’s Michael J. Hindelang Award in 1992, only the second year the award was given, for its contribution to the field of criminology. It was just one of the publications that emerged from their collaboration over a period of years.

Randy retired just last year. He passed away on June 19th after suffering a stroke. Randy had a long teaching career at UNLV and was a prolific author of many books and scholarly articles.